Diary Entry 2 | 11/01/2023

   Dear Diary,

My bones hurt, I think its because I went out running but also because of the cold, I thought taking a hot shower and bath would help but they still ache a lot which sucks. It's kind of ironic that I love the cold even though it causes me pain like this, it feels metaphorical in a way. Sometimes we love things or people that do nothing but hurt us. Maybe the nature of humanity is that of masochism, who knows. I always get melancholic and contemplative late at night like this, maybe if I'd been born in the 1800s I'd be a famous poet or something, that'd be cool. I guess I still do fit that bill though, after all I am writing all this stuff here, I guess that's because it just helps to write all this down, I like thinking about this stuff but I always feel like I'm being corny if I discuss it with other people. Maybe i'm just too harsh on myself, only time will tell.

Your Friend,

Kainé

(P.S: my bones don't hurt as much now.)