i will crush your pretty toenails into a thousand pieces

you know when you can feel your life and every decision you've made slipping through your fingers and falling out of your hands, and you can't even bring yourself to grasp for what you've lost? yeah, so that's been happening for the past... month. maybe year.

turns out having a whole plethora of mental issues does not a sane mind make and therefore i and my own have been clawing at each other trying not to drown in a whirlpool. i think we finally made it out. i hope we have. 

things have been busy. i had midterms, i've got group projects, i missed so much class that i can't afford to miss more unless i want to fail, so! if i don't update in december and maybe even january you know why. 

onto more happy things... i and my own have been getting into weezer together (volcel and femcel love <3) and we love the blue album so far. we're listening to pinkerton later... will update with a full album review. should be no surprise considering the title but i've already got a favorite. listen to it if you haven't already.