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being worried about the judgement of others

i never understood why anyone would take time to worry about what others thought of them when i was little. maybe i was too socially oblivious but i had that sense of not giving af that only a little child can have. then i remember having this awakening in middle school where i was like "oh shit! i NEED people to like me now" and i started trying to fit in. i did that whole basic streetwear phase where i wanted jordans so bad so the sneakerhead basketball kiddies would like me. they did not. i was really socially fucked and really into team fortress 2 and gravity falls. not exactly popular. that continued for years and years, only recently did i really stop giving a fuck. i was like "okay ill just do what i think is dope and if people like it theyll like it" and the weirdest shit happened. not only did i feel better but fucking, people started paying attention to me more. not because i was any less weird, god i was more forthcoming w my adhd weird ass fucking interests. no, i was just honest, i was 100% myself. i became exactly who i was on the inside on the outside as well. what you see is what you get. doing u works. people will like u more. it makes u look honest.

unless "doing you" sucks. if thats u, idk. suck less. ur probably annoying. or boring. both r bad.


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