11/1/2023

i didnt do anything for halloween lol.... just did some homework and listened to my fav audios ( azerus audios r so good dear lord ) ( omg and vulpine voice ? ! )

i was just. exhausted.. and its not like i evem have a halloween costime so i dont even know. i didnt do anything for halloween last year either. i wish kaeya could make me bear shaped toast with silly cheese eyes on them. please my waif please !!!!!!!!!!!!! ( i am sooo not normal )

i wish i could just  hang out with people. i didnt do anything with anyone the entire summer. but when people ask me i always say no or bail out last minute because of how tired i am.... i think its a mix of fear and genuinely being super tired. and also thinking i dont deserve it because i just read fucked up fanfics play  yaoi game look at drawn naked man ass and call it a day everyday. yay for buttsex! i hate mysefl