— ☣ Intro / Extended About

My profile already has enough information about me, but I'll share a little more just for fun

I'm a 19 year old autistic trans male, greyaromantic and gay. I'm from Brazil, so my first language is Portuguese, and I'm fluent in English. Though I already understand a good chunk of Spanish, I'm trying to fully learn it so I can communicate in it as well :) I started college in 2024 to pursue a Bachelor's degree in History, and am currently on my third semester. I am a baby bat trad/mall goth & rivethead.

My main hobby is art which I'll probably share a bit of here. Although I don't create that often due to lack of time and motivation, it's my favorite thing to do. I'm trying to find ways to create more often and more authentically. I don't have many other true hobbies aside from that, unless you count listening to music, editing, occasionally gaming and daydreaming?
I'm really trying to learn HTML/CSS though.

I have a life-long passion for horror content, notably I love internet horror, whether it be analog horror series, indie games, strange websites, ARGs, and things such as. For shows and movies, psychological horror, found footage and mumblegore are the genres I enjoy most. My favorite kinds of video games are calming and creativity-oriented ones, as well as life simulators, though I indulge in one or two combat focused games. Generally speaking I'm interested in many different medias. When it comes to music, my main genres are nu metal, industrial and grunge, though I've also begun dabbling in ambient, noise, breakcore and jumpstyle. (I'm always open to recommendations!)

I have several special interests which are listed in my interests section. Miscellaneously, I love rain, I love nature, and I also really really love spiders. I'm also fictionkin, otherkin and a selfshipper, because I took the part of me that cringes and gave it a warm, healing hug. Selfshipping especially has been very special to me ever since I was young, and a genuine part of my daily life. So, you will catch a glimpse or two of that.

I write a lot of bulletins. Lengthy ones, too. And many are about quite trivial or mundane things... But I like to write about anything, and I like rambling on about whatever quite a lot. Expect many strange, and pointless bulletins. It's what I do!
+ I let myself partially unmask here pretty often, which is why a lot of what I post will come off as weird or kind of cringy. Friend me at your discretion!

I'm here to make friends first and foremost, so always always feel free to shoot me a message any time. I have issues when it comes to initiating, but I'm trying hard to overcome them! Beyond that I have some diagnosed mental conditions apart from autism that severely affect my communication, so patience when interacting with me, especially personally, is appreciated. ♡

Prone to periods of inactivity due to college or life stuff, but I'm always lurking.

Thank you for reading!