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Lowkey im getting so sick of living like this like not in the sense i wanna kms but in the sense of i just feel like im slowly losing my mind like i feel like everyone around me hates me and everyone is lying i feel like i secretly hate everyone too and that I'm lying to myself and others about how i feel i dont know how to deal with these feelings and their just so overwhelming atp like i feel like I can't even control my emotions anymore cause I'll be happy and shit and the next moment I'll be pissed for no reason I don't the person im becoming but i dont know how to stop it either and i dont wanna do anything thats gonna cause damage to me or the feelings i still understand i feel so unreal and like a stranger to myself I don't even know who i am anymore