some of my favorite things

my favorite things to do

I love to sing, and play guitar (badly)... one day I dream of starting a band :-) it would be an art-pop-punk band with some metal/electronic/avant garde stylings mixed in. but rn I'm just dreaming haha

I draw and code and I like to make little computer games. I have an entire one of those "solo indie game developer games about depression" type things in my brain which one day I dream of making :-)

There's a pattern here I guess, I really like to express my creativity to the world but I have trouble going after it. I've been working a dead end job for years now with no college degree...yikes... usually all I have the energy for is getting me and my cat fed.

I'm trying to love and take care of myself a little better these days. Maybe if I can do that I'll be able to do better for myself. I'm 30 now so I guess I've been thinking about all of my "what do I want to be when I grow up" questions, lol. I definitely didn't want to be doing whatever I'm doing now.