Jacob's Ladder (1990)

God what a movie.

It's such a ride that tore me apart limb from limb and then rebuilt my body cell for cell. Watching it at 1am and finishing it at around 3am alone was definitely the right move. It was one of the most harrowing movie experiences of all time, I learned a lot about myself. It was like staring into my soul and sitting with myself, agape. There's so many things about myself that I deeply dislike, but I'm always striving to be better, working hard to do good, improve and learn from my past mistakes. This film was a large steppingstone in that journey, I'm so glad to have seen it now.