molchat doma <3

      I will forever hold this band close to my heart. Even though i don't understand what they're saying i feel it. Their songs always sound so beautiful and melancholic, everytime i hear one i just stop whatever i'm doing and think about stuff. Songs always make me feel but i've never felt like i feel when i hear their songs. They're comforting to me, and they helped me get through some rough times.

      It doesn't apply to every single one of their songs and it also depends on what i'm thinking about when i listen to them, but they still make me feel so warm, so nostalgic. Melancholic but cozy, the same way i felt as a kid when it was winter in romania and i was visiting my grandparents apartment. I know it's stupid because the actual meanings of their songs are something completely different, but it's just the feelings i get listening to them, and it doesn't mean i sometimes don't interpret them as they're meant to be. 

Almost every single apartment here looks the same. Those buildings have such a sad story behind them and it's still visible on their walls. During communism, they gave a lot of people homes, but it still wasn't ideal. Tho i'm glad i didn't grow up during those times.

The system here is pretty much fucked up, and so are the people. It's corrupt, and not everyone can leave this country whenever. Even though i'll be leaving in a few years, this country still played one of the biggest parts in my life. I grew up here, so i feel close to it. I'll miss it, but not enough to make me stay here forever. I always felt so sad after going to another country and coming back here. The people are completely different compared to those from other countries.

      I think i got a bit too far from the subject with these last parts, but i feel it still applies. In conclusion, molchat doma writes some of the most beautiful songs i've ever heard, and they're definitely sticking with me for the rest of my life.