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I stayed up all night, I felt energized for some reason, and got the sudden urge to go my laundry at 4:30 in the morning. After I folded all my clothes and put them away I watched Disney movies to keep me focused. I stayed up to see the sunrise, growing up we were often told to wake up before the sunrise and pray to the Creator as the sunshine hits the horizon. Offer tobacco and pray, normally you're suppose to stay awake after praying and go about your day but I fell asleep after praying.
Past couple weekends I've been staying up late and thinking until it feels like my brain is throwing up. My therapist said to stop myself once I realize it, normally when I realize it I'm on the brink of an anxiety attack. It's nice to stay up late when everyone is sleeping, it's like nobody expects anything from you, judges you, unlimited free time. I do sometimes get paranoid when I stay up late, like something will poke it's head in the door way. You just gotta get deadly and yell "GO AWAY!". While getting my laundry, I stood in front of the laundry room window and watched the snow fall. It looks beautiful but I know as days pass I'll be a million percent over it.
I don't know if anyone will read this but I like the idea of writing random shit into the endless void that is the internet.
Iheedn, stay safe friends. c:
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