Help me with a song?

This is what I have as of right now, lmk if I should add lr change something

Did I do something to you?

Why the fuck you staring at me?

Yuh

I know that I'm a freak,

But why the hell you staring at me?

Aye

I tried but,

I'm not enough.

I cry cause,

Living live is too tough

Do I take the easy way out?

Should I just blow my brains out?

Nah cause,

Too many people counting on me.

Why won't they just let my life be?

I never gave a fuck about anybody,

So why do they act like I'm somebody?

I'm really just a filthy fiend,

Stop acting like u know me.

If I fucking end my life,

I hope none of you fuckers cry.

Who was really by my side?

Who'd let me on their shoulder to cry?

All these questions are existential,

Cause all my sins been monumental.

Already died and saw black,

So next time I go I ain't coming back.

Laying these tears on a track,

Just to fill a space with a crack.

[Hook]

Did I do something to you?

Why the fuck you staring at me?

Yuh

I know that I'm a freak,

But why the hell you staring at me?

Aye

Did I do something to you?

Why the fuck you staring at me?

Yuh

I know that I'm a freak,

But why the hell you staring at me?

Aye

Actin like a fucking villain,

Cause my soul, nobody feeling.

Really getting bored so I act like a demon,

I realy need help,

Just to deal with all the damage dealt.

She say she want me, 

Yet I'm a walking red flag,

with one always in the mag.

And really who the fuck are you seeing?

Just trying to impress her,

But coming off like a jester.

Nothing out of character,

Too many faces.

I can go from exuberant,

To motherfucking basic.

In the morning I'll be gone,

After I finish recording this off my phone.

You'll love me when I'm dead

But was I ever in you're head?

Oh shit I'm fucking sad,

Why not just take a xan?

Thinking I'm a tonto,

Bitch you better hope so.

Cause if you try to play me,

I am going crazy!

[Hook]

Did I do something to you?

Why the fuck you staring at me?

Yuh

I know that I'm a freak,

But why the hell you staring at me?

Aye

Did I do something to you?

Why the fuck you staring at me?

Yuh

I know that I'm a freak,

But why the hell you staring at me?