xx shopping anxiety xx

went thrifting today and although i found a bunch of stuff i liked...dude, i can't make choices and when i try, i feel like i make bad ones - like i always fail to know what i actually want or i hesitate to go for what i know i want. i'm picky about clothes but worry that if i don't settle for whatever i find first online or at thrifts then i'll never get anything resembling what i want. it's stupid because it's just clothing but...i don't like much else that requires spending money haha (not really big on buying makeup and i've loved clothing since i was like 5 lol).

i put so much pressure on myself to make good choices for whatever i buy like i'll never have money again. i suspect money is not the actual issue. my problems have had a tendency to follow me regardless of situation.

hopefully this gives you some insight behind my pics on insta. i love making outfits. but i'm not as carefree as when i was younger so my personal issues complicate what should be good things.

so much more i could say but...that's enough for now haha