do you ever feel like you're not finding any love?

i have a problem where i just can't seem to find anyone or make myself confess to the people i like, even if i have a chance with them. i only type this because my friend started dating one of my ex crushes (it's okay she liked them prior to me liking them and i found out after my feelings "faded away") and i just felt sad. not the situation just the mere thought that i won't find my fun loving person who loves me. ever since junior year started i just haven't found anyone which is crazy because usually every fall i end up FALLing for someone (sorry for the stupid joke omg that was rlly stupid). i don't know if it's because i'm on my academic grind rn LMAO but the guys at school aren't even my type, they all look the same (style wise and some are just...not..cute). DO NOT GET ME STARTED ON THE SKATER BOYS I WILL NOT CRUSH ON ANY OF THEM THEY DO NOT PUT ON DEODORANT....anyways. right now i just hope i can find someone i can click with (and is my type ofc) and treats me great. if you saw this and thought you would find something useful i am so sorry this is just a sad slight rant blog post. had fun telling you guys my problems!

xo, amy