fake supporting

i regret coming out as a part of the lgbt community to my mother years ago. 

i knew my mom supported lgbt and had nothing against them. that was the biggest lie ever heard in my life. i came out. and at first she was like ”are you out of your mind?”..but then she accepted that. biggest lie, again. everytime i do a mistake, she will always blame the gays for what ive become. i thought just bc of anger she thought that. but one day at the dinner table she made a homophobic joke about me. out of anger i called her homophobic.  when she heard me she looked more angry than i was. she left the kitchen. after eating i went to her room to disscus more with her. she told me:”no one will ever support you as much as i do..i,your mother”. then she told me that sometimes she really wanted to send me to an asylum bc i was gay. she even wanted to cut my brain open bc of my gayness.
all i want yall to know is that you should never trust all the things your parents say,bc it may not end well.

stay safe :)