10/26/23

this is  my firs t ever blog or whatever woooohooo ! yeowch my back hurts .. it always does 

i made my pfp asato to match with the layout ! i like him 

i have a bad headache and my eyes hurt

not much happeneed today either . 

im so tired and its only 9 pm . whenever i sleep longer i wake up more tired than usual . this stupid body omg ... tied with the back pain and it being hard for me to move around now ..

i remember being able to run around and not be tired . my knees make a cracking sound when i stand up these days . sigh and im not even old . i am quite literally a teenager

i hate that life is pretty much just neverending work . everyday you need to work . can i teleport to heaven pretty please ? i know i dont deserve it but ... pretty please with a luluby on top !

when i was little i prayed everyday to be able to have so much old lps because the country i used to live in didnt have lps in stores . i realized that it will never become true because i dont have that type of money and probably never will since i plan to do it maybe. i dont want to grow up. everyone seems to have their eyes set on something but not me. i just want to die so i can be in heaven. but i know i wont go to heaven