rip diet (but mental good)

It's 10PM, I've just started eating this gianormous fried chicken sandwich I ordered, and listened to this:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=49SMNvXIvPk

Feeling slightly sick today, but I also feel resolve. My old problems have started visiting again, but that's not necessarily a bad thing. It's made me motivated to pursue happiness within my own small bubble. My own small world. What I've been missing for a while now. The thing that grounds me. I'll try to find that starting with my friend group. Hopefully it goes well this time.

On another note, while debating whether to make this a public entry or not, I've been thinking about how easy or hard it would be for someone who knows me irl to find this and read it. In case that happens, how would I feel? Embarrassed? Probably not. If that is to happen, so be it. I'll forgive you and laugh at your superficiality >:D (I'm an idol, after all.)