social phobia IS SO EMBARRASSING

BRO. SMN RANG MY DOOR BELL AND I FREAKED OUT. CURLED UP IN A BALL IN MY BED LMAO. THEN MY MOM CALLED AND SAID THAT OUR UPSTAIRS NEIGHBORE HAD A WATER LEAK AND TJAT A GUY HAD TO COME CHECK OUT OUR CEILING. WHICH MEANT THAT I GOTTA OPEN THE DOOR AND BE FACE TO FACE WITH SMN... I UNLOCKED THE DOOR 10 MINS BEFORE HE ARRIVED AND THEN HID IN MY ROOM LMAOOO. BUT MY MOM TOLD HIM I HAVE SOCIAL PHOBIA AND THAT ID JS UNLOCK THE DOOR B4 HE ARRIVED. SO IT TURNED OUT OK !!! HE CAME IN AND SAID "im just gonna look at the ceiling, it will take abt 5 mins" AND GUESS WHAT !! I DID NOT REPLY !!! he is currently still in my kitchen PROB HEARING MY KEYBOARD CLACKING