still complaining but not about boys

hi 

today was pretty boring; i had both my science classes today along with english and social studies. during first period, two girls kept bothering me. you know the types of girls who will constantly talk and not do their work and vape in class? yeah, them. 

during interval i tried iced tea which was actually delicious. i got a peach lipton one and savoured it the whole day because it was so good. in period two, my friends decided to be total assholes. okay so over the weekend, i spent some time with my best friend, and she brought up one of our friends. us three share a science class together and a typical lesson with them usual goes like this: 

best friend and i will begin our work, and other friend will choose one of us to pick on. usually, it's me. it's a joke, according to them, but i'm very sensitive and don't like being teased. i've communicated it lots, idk whats hard to understand. best friend will join in when it's me being teased. 

while we were hanging out over the weekend, she mentioned that she is annoyed with other friend for doing that. i thought it would finally stop, but today in science i was being teased again, and it wasn't other friend who started it, but best friend. THE ONE COMPLAINING ABOUT IT. i called her a hypocrite and moved away because i was genuinely fed up.

i did ok in my social studies though, it wasn't too bad but i had a HARD dumpling craving halfway through since i was writing information about bhutan and momo is a popular food there, according to google. momo is delicious. 

best friend sits with a different friend in english and runs out the school gate as fast as she can, complaining about other friend (the one from science) because she didn't want to give her a ride home. it takes five minutes??? you clearly enjoyed her company if you two could both make fun of me together...

anyway; i miss fish but i'm mad because i really did trust him and it has been six days. i don't know what to do anymore im sad and lonely and insecure but HEY THINK POSITIVE. 

i'm going to aus on saturday for an ice hockey tournament (not one i'll be participating in sadly). and tmr, the cleaner comes yippee, my family is busy as fuck so we have less time to clean. and then it's friday FRIYAY HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA ok

anyway bye bey bye byebbye i miss fish buty ebye