october.....life...update.............(incredibly long)

hiiiiiiiiiiiiii long time no update lmao

um so i dont really remember the last 4-ish months,,,, but i will try my best to recap o7

last i left off i said that me and my friend were gonna watch across the spiderverse (for the first time) AND IT WAS SOS SOSOSOSOSO GOOD i was literally vibrating in myseat
im a very fidgety and snacky person during movies (i usually drink slowly but can finish an entire large soda at a theater) but i was genuinely so like. enthralled and nervous during the movie that i barely touched my snacks
also i was so right that hobie and pavitr were gonna be cool, there were so funny and interesting and cool and im so excited to see them and the other spiderpeople in beyond the spiderverse
into was already so good but across was so much fucking better i loved the art style the animation was so wonderful i loved all the stylistic choices and the composition of the scenes was amazing and the story was so good and i loved it so much ALSO THE SPOT IS SUCH A COOL FUCKING VILLAIN IM SO EXCITED TO SEE HIM AGAIN GOD HES SO SCARY IN A GOOD WAY

my friend and i worked on our spidersonas a lot more and maybe if i care enough and remember i will post a couple pictures of mine here :D (and my friend should post his art here because its so scrumptious and i need to promote it to everyone that reads this)

umm i got a dating sim and genuinely get flustered whenever the guy says anything to me (hes so incredibly hot) and then my friend and i went and saw atsv two more times (and one of those times i tried to tell my friend a fun fact about the movie and the voice actors but then he told me i whisper really loud and for some reason it was very upsetting and i proceeded to be in the worst mood ever for the rest of the night (rsd is so fun /s))

i finished botw!! it was really fun and a lot easier than i expected it to be? and then i started totk which is super fun and interesting and im such a huge fan of all the new mechanics they introduced (although i have not been able to play it much since i went to cali and then started school again, so ive only been able to finish the wind temple and then some)

my friends and i were a part of the playtests for rotwood!! its such a cool game, its like a mix of castle crashers and a couple other games which is awesome bc we spent several sleepless nights playing castle crashers together and yeah theyre really fun games and im so excited for the full release of rotwood

I watched the entire childs play series with my friends and it was silly, i liekd the first few movies wayyy more than the last like two but overall i liked the series and yeha

i was forced to eat white people tacos </3 never let the white woman cook on taco night when her mexican husband is at work

i went to california for two weeks! I stayed at my friends house and we went and saw a lot of cool things. on the way over we stopped by some abandoned buildings and in cali we went to some museums, the beach, etc etc it was all really fun and we had a little movie marathon with a bunch of snacks in a pillow fort and we watched clone high and yeah i had a lot of fun and i hope i can go up again eventually (even though i spent well over 300 dollars and currently ahve no way of saving up that kind of money again)

i started playing neopets a LOT. ive had this spotted aisha plushie from 2008 and nobody in my family ever played so i decided to and during the faerie festival i got TWO fountain faerie quests so i got to paint my aisha (who i named aeshell bc she couldnt just be A like our plushie) for 2k instead of 2 mil, and im going to use my other one to get a faerie uni for my sister (my grandma used to collect pegasus related toys (we couldnt play with them, knickknacks are the bane of my existence) and gave them to us this year so we decied to commemorate both our neopets plushies)

ALSO ILLUSEN AND JHUDORA ARE SO FUCKING BUBBLINE CODED ITS INSANE. THERE IS NOTHING HETEROSEXUAL ABOUT THOSE WOMEN THEY ARE SO TOTALLY BITTER EXES THAT STILL CARE ABT EACH OTHER IDC 
I NEEEED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED BETWEEN THEM I NEED THE UPCOMING PLOT TO GO INTO IT

I WATCHED FIONNA AND CAKE AND IT WAS SO FUCKING GOOD. i was a little disappointed by the ending, i was kind of hoping for/expecting more but i still think it was good. prismo and all the alt universe characters were so fun and cool and i loved watching the stories progress
i really hope theres a second season or another spinoff bc the AT world is so fucking cool and interesting and i mightve been hyperfixated

ummm its become increasingly obvious that i have some sort of hypermobile thing going on (which i have talked to my doctor about) bc walking around became like a nightmare while i was in cali and liek recently something in my neck feels like its getting stuck and i have to move my neck or swallow to pop it back and my skin is stretchy and my joints go too far and yeah

ummmm school started up again and its going pretty well! therapy helped a lot with the things i was worried about. I havent been struggling with self destructive thoughts or paranoia as much as i was during freshman year, and those were teh things i was struggling with the most when i had to leave, so im really happy about that. ive definitely relapsed in a couple things, but recovery isnt linear and im just trynna take care of what i can
i really like my classes and teachers so far. i have my first two periods and 6th with some friends, the ush teacher is chill, and precalc isnt super difficult :D 

i just read the outsiders (my sibling read it for class and made me read it) and it was pretty alright, i dont have much to say about it :P
i liked it and the characters were pretty cool and i always love family relationships. i NEED to stop getting attached to characters that are set up to die its always so fuckin upsetting

OH OH OH IM GOING TO SEE THE FIVE NIGHTS AT FREDDYS MOVIE ON THURSDAY AND IM SO EXCITED
im not as into fnaf as my friends are or as i used to be, but im still so so excited to see it and am so happy that the movie is actually happening (i went so long thinking it was just a joke and wasnt actually gonna be a thing)
im planning to make a paper pal and bring my freddy plush and HOPEFULLY one of my friends will let me borrow a fnaf shirt

so um yeah thats all i can think of right now, ill make another blog if i have more to say :P

see you later mothers fuckers and others, and stay fresh cheesebags