College Introspective Logs #1

 So after a solid few months in college it feels as if I have started to feel different. Maybe it's just that rose colored campus life talking. It feels maybe I have grown somewhat as a person there's been a lot of introspective thinking on my part. Ive started to see certain things differently and realize things I have blinded myself to for so long. I have felt this way for a while not knowing who I really was sometimes and overtime I may have started to see who I may be truthfully. For the longest time I was afraid of change I somewhat still am in fear I may become someone unrecognizable to those around me. But maybe some change is ok changing can help you become a better person and make life more worth living. My mind is one that has always been enamored in the past wondering what I could've done different what choices I could've made if I could've said something different. But the past is done and i've taken much more pleasure in living in the present and not worrying so much about the future. I used to always want to prioritize the others around me but now I have been taking measures to care for myself and look more inwards. But this is really all I have right now before I go to a seminar in a few. But before I do go I wanna leave you with this.

"Its ok to take care of yourself over others, just don't forget to be in the corners of people you love when they need it."