10/23/23

10/23/23

yesterday was like any other day really wasnt fun but ofc my friend get a table while im in a different table with the most annoying and ugly ass ppl(faggots) whatever ill just be a lone wolf in that damn table and get lost in my drawings my own little bubble that no one can pop or break i dont care what anyone tries to tell me i rather be alone then help them for anything ima get blamed anyway whatever...anyway i like being at home then school bec at least i can talk to someone that actully cares abt me lydia.. ya they fun to talk to i still wanna eat that cat and ya also today at school someone showed me a old pic of me and oml theres no way that is me its crazyy tho

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i wish my characters were real so i can give the the longest hug ever i wanna live in the gem world so badly so i can get away from this mess and be happy and not wait 8 or som hours just so i can be happy and be talking to someone that actully really cares abt me and the gem world for only so little time the gem world is my everything the thing that makes me smile and yet ppl tell me "your gonna get bored of it soon!" "stop wasting your time on it" "its stupid" "your just coping Steven universe" .... it hurts sm but ima just keep going until i die i love it sm its my own happiness :D sometimes i wanna cry i wanna cry a lot of the times i wanna cry while someone holds me idk why i guess its probly bec i never got that kind of love and probluy never will no one was there to love me they how others loved everyone else around me its always me i never got my fair share of love only hate ugh why why why why why damn it its not fair...i never got what i deserved when i was so kind but now that im mean everyone around me whos kind gets what they deserved are u kidding me...