Rejection (COPIED FROM MY BULLETIN)

I got rejected last week.

It sucked, but it is what it is, isn't it?

The thing is, I spent so much time with this person. We went out to the club multiple times, I went to their place, made out with a movie on, stayed the night, the whole thing... we kissed every time we met and all that. I felt a spark and really thought it was gonna go somewhere, so it kinda hurts that it didn't happen - but I'm moving forward. 

I'm still lowkey torn up by the girl from here that i dated a few months ago, but the online stuff is so bad on my mental health that i don't think I could do a long distance relationship ever again.

Dating is difficult, especially with how socially awkward I am, but I want someone to wake up next to and spend special moments with - I hate being alone.