DNI

beautifully said. mental health is such an ill defined word in this current age. during the pandemic, people became more “aware” of it, but at the cost of legitimacy. there’s an outstanding amount of young people that self diagnose, and being young myself, i have seen the damage this has caused. i get brushed off when i discuss my symptoms with my doctor because of other people my age who tend to exaggerate. i get the age old explanation of “your hormones are going crazy right now” more than i can count on both hands. and most importantly, when i bring up a possible diagnosis that i want my doctor to look into, i’m told that many people my age have “diagnosed” themselves with certain disorders, so i cannot be evaluated by my own volition. overall, it’s extremely frustrating to be a teenager struggling with problems that have been defined as “grown up.” i think the reason why these problems are attributed to adults more is because adults tend to have more self awareness that younger people lack.

by quinninhell; 1699723592; Report

Thank you for saying that. What you say here is just as important if not more. Now, I should clarify that if people are using the phrase because they have a laundry list of shit wrong with them, as I do, and to save time you just say “mental health.” I feel that is alright as long as one isn’t saying “mental health” as the answer to the question and the end of the conversation. No… If you say you have mental health issues, be prepared to explain one’s self, granted you do not have to but if you want them to actually accept you or at the very least trust what you are saying, be ready to break that down for people. Mental Health struggles doesn’t mean people get a pass and have cake with their dinner. I won’t accept that. Yeah, self-diagnose can be both helpful and hurtful. You are 100% on that. What I have learned at 45-years-old and being disabled with a laundry list of both health and mental health issues (which I am open to chat about lol) is…

I have to maneuver around the red tape that is the medical profession in my state. I have to pick my battles. I have to come prepared. Prepared as in, you are about to debate with someone that has more years in medical school than most of us have on Google. They are gonna debate anything and everything you and/or I say. You have to show them where they are wrong. The only way to do that is gaining knowledgeable facts on that specific subject. I have been through this with medical people. It is maddening…

IDK where you are, your age, all that stuff, but if your state allows medical marijuana for under 18, I’d look into it. It has helped me so much. I am not talking about smoking dope behind the lockers at school I am talking about using oils, edibles as a medicine in real doses and regulated like a medicine to help a person coherently function better. Granted if one gets a little giggly what is the difference when you go the dentist and they give you laughing gas? Granted most offices do not use it anymore, but the point of view still exists.

Also, as far articulating your words for or against those that have more knowledge or education over you. Learn how to use ChatGPT to make your thoughts and words sound more clear. As a writer I do this myself if I am stuck on a POV where I cannot get the phrasing right, but using AI to write for you should be done as a starting point and then you go in and ad your voice, tone to it. It is great if you have troubles writing important emails, letters, even whole essays. If you use it honestly it isn’t cheating.

by David-Angelo Mineo; 1699726316; Report

i unfortunately live in a state where all marijuana consumption is illegal. ease of access is a huge problem here, and as a result, fentanyl lacings are commonplace. even if it were to be legal, it wouldn’t be my first, or even my last resort. i know the solution to my issues lies inside of me, i am the source of my suffering and i can be the savior. i want to hail my achievements as my own instead of attributing them to an outside source. call me selfish, but i am the independent type.

coming from a writer as well, i prefer articulating my own words. i love reading a piece of my writing and knowing that it’s uniquely mine. i am not completely turned off to the idea of AI, however. i use it to correct things such as spelling and grammar, but i’m reserved when it comes to changes in wording. i am young and like a sponge. i absorb new writing tactics from the books i read and the conversations i have. flaws leave space for growth, and i know that if i become complacent with perfection, my growth will be stagnant.

by quinninhell; 1699730497; Report

Fentanyl has now made most recreational drugs 100x more dangerous than it used to be. Even something, sort of basic, but still dangerous on its own, say cocaine, is now being laced with fentanyl. That means, literally one line of coke can kill someone, anyone, pro or beginner, it doesn’t matter, almost instantly. I have to tell one of my family members that lives in DC, where cocaine and radical politics run rampart in a city that is literally 10 miles wide, don’t do coke anymore. Not that they are a drug addict but when you work for the gov’t and you are always Down Town partying it up, people are gonna want coke. It’s just the culture but now something as basic and simple as a grown adult that makes over 100k+ a year cannot do a line of coke, which is acceptable, without heavy anxiety that one could OD right there on the spot. It happens… It is happening.

Your assumption on being selfish isn’t a bad thing, not at all… I am not a person of faith. I actually speak quite low on all forms of religion but it has its place. It does have “some” good, “some” being subjective and not definitive, which is my whole issue with that to begin with lol. However, faith/religion can help in areas like this if that is the road you want to take. Even other things like working out, yoga, stuff like that can also be a great mental healer. I know many depressed people that are now obsessed with the gym lol. Nothing wrong with taking negative or even positive energies and using them for other areas of your life and well-being…

With writing I am the same way. I use it like you said here but also will use it to both paraphrase my own stuff, or give me a starting to point to work from. My writings are very long winded. I am about to release 4 new blogs today, 3 of them I will be posting here for a grand total of over 10,000 words in 6 days. I basically wrote all this over 2 days but it took me another 4 days of edits, revisions, research, paraphrasing and of course, I am always pulled in several directions where my writing has to take a backseat.

From my youth, I didn’t have nearly as much to be responsible for and now as a grown up I have too much to be responsible for. That very may be one of the core issues to my mental health issues. I catch myself all the time now. IDK if this will help you at all but I live out in the woods. I will pop on the audiobook I am currently listening to, grab my stick and head out for a walk, usually 2-2.5 miles. Clears my head while also helping me move around to help with the physical issues I suffer from. IDK if any of that would help you or not but it is always worth a shot. Nature is a nice medicine.

by David-Angelo Mineo; 1699733246; Report

i plan to move to a forested area a few hours away from my hometown when i graduate! i currently live in a suburban area in the desert, and i have observed that developers aren’t friendly to the natural environment. planting grass takes a huge toll on the soil and the water, yet so many people continue to do so. i am absolutely enamored with forests…the crisp air, the abundance of bugs, the nighttime sounds of a living, breathing environment, it sounds like an idea living situation. i’d love to walk outside of my house and be absorbed by nature, it’s my dream.

by quinninhell; 1699766207; Report

Hey that is great man. Baby steps. As long as you are moving. It doesn't matter if you are a snail or a turtle or a jack rabbit. If you are moving you are moving. The speed is irrelevant. Another thing that jumped at me on your response here is frequence-sound therapy. Check out youtube and search for Binaural beats. You will get a mixed bag but if it just sounds like blank, tones of sounds you are on the right track. if it sounds like something at a yoga studio its BS.

by David-Angelo Mineo; 1699811045; Report

thank you! i usually listen to binural beats when i need help calming down about something. i had surgery earlier this year and fell asleep with a frequency that’s supposed to ease nerves. i woke up the next morning and had no problems with the surgery. very grateful for that

by quinninhell; 1700064253; Report

Longplay PL

Here is a link to my Longplay Playlist. Its all this sort of stuff. I wanted to control more of what I wanted rather than what YT Says... Like I said there is a lot of FAKE sound therapy out there being coined as Binaural beats. This PL is always growing whenever people ask me about it I just wanted to have something tangible for myself and others that are serious trying this out. If I only had a sensory deprivation tank hahah... An old school one like from the 1980 film ALTERED STATES...

by David-Angelo Mineo; 1700066707; Report

saved to my library, thank you! i enjoyed this conversation very much

by quinninhell; 1700150447; Report

Glad I could help...

by David-Angelo Mineo; 1700193753; Report

I don’t really care just dni if you fake DID it’s not that hard of a concept to grasp

by 🎀LYDIA🎀; 1699566069; Report

I’m not mad about people who actually have did I’m mad about people like you who fake it what did you not get about dni?

by 🎀LYDIA🎀; 1699466838; Report

OMG FACTS

by 1mental; 1699472237; Report

who said I'm faking LMFAO I'm literally unable to get a diagnosis because of the fact I'm One, a Black female, and two, my parents don't believe in mental illness so maybe you should check yourself. YOU are one of the problems in the world constantly calling others "fake" because of your narrow minded view on DID/OSDD, if you do your research you'll know that you are in fact wrong and it's Ableist to fakeclaim because the other reason they might be faking a disorder is because of another disorder called Munchausen's syndrome OR they may be confusing DID/OSDD symptoms for something else, I confused My BPD for nothing more than just being some overly emotional teen.

Maybe actually do some fucking research before you start shitting out some Bullshit nonsense and of course there are some DID/OSDD resources for you <3
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/books/NBK568768/#:~:text=Dissociative%20identity%20disorder%20(DID)%20is,injurious%20behavior%20and%20suicide%20attempts.

https://my.clevelandclinic.org/health/diseases/9792-dissociative-identity-disorder-multiple-personality-disorder

https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/dissociative-disorders/symptoms-causes/syc-20355215

https://www.psychiatry.org/patients-families/dissociative-disorders/what-are-dissociative-disorders

by ♡✧ Rose ✧♡; 1699473689; Report

Get off my page you don’t have DID you freak

by 🎀LYDIA🎀; 1699474221; Report

please tell me how i do not have DID, because DID is more than just having people in your head, i deal with Memory gaps, body pains, Headaches, Flashbacks, Imposter syndrome, Fatigue, Confusion, Psychosis and many other things that have to do with DID :3

by ♡✧ Rose ✧♡; 1699474581; Report

nigga, if ur not professionally diagnosed, stop claiming you have DID. youre not a doctor lmaooo, no matter how much research you do it wont matter unless a doctor tells you themself that you have DID. and we didnt ask for your life story of how your parents dont give a shit about you and dont bother to take you to a REAL doctor lmaoooo. go touch grass lil nigga, get them steps in.

by ´ ཀ`) 　︵ ͜‎ ‎ ‎ ♱; 1699477985; Report

oh wow thank you so much, you're right I don't have DID! I guess I'm just a silly little faker!! thank you SM for telling me what I do and do not have because you are in fact in my head and you think you know it all! In fact, I'll tell my own doctor who suspected it a while ago that the 15-year-old kid on spacehey told me, I in fact do not have it and it's all my silly little delulus!! thank you, SM!! thank you!!!

by ♡✧ Rose ✧♡; 1699478712; Report

are you fucking serious right now? you stated that your doctor "suspected" it, that does not mean they in fact professionally diagnosed you. And I'm not saying you dont have the symptoms, but you shouldnt go around saying that you have DID like you are professionally diagnosed. I know I in fact have the symptoms of autism, adhd, bpd, and rad but i dont go around saying that im professionally diagnosed, but I warn people that i have those symptoms. stop acting stupid.

by ´ ཀ`) 　︵ ͜‎ ‎ ‎ ♱; 1699483254; Report

how tf you gonna say fakeclaimers DNI then fucking fake claim you pathetic piece of shit.

by FXCK.VPP; 1699484653; Report

tfym??? im not stright up claiming i have the shit and saying that im self diagnosed??? i just warn people i might have it in stuff like rentrys or whatever, please read. im not like this idiot that self diagnoses, im just aware of what i might have.

by ´ ཀ`) 　︵ ͜‎ ‎ ‎ ♱; 1699493079; Report

and i dont even have DID.....

by ´ ཀ`) 　︵ ͜‎ ‎ ‎ ♱; 1699493288; Report

dawg ... bffr fake claiming isnt that, fake claiming is claiming someone ELSE is faking something when you 1. dont have the diagnosis and 2. arent even in any way shape or form in the position to judge that

by FXCK.VPP; 1699495162; Report

its literally fucking common scene to not claim that you have something without getting diagnosed, that shithead just wanted attention. I may not have DID and youre right, im not in the right position to talk, but i have a shit ton friends who have it that are in fact professionally diagnosed and they would say the exact same shit im saying to them right now. Dont put up that you have DID without being diagnosed, common fucking scene. if youre one of his cock riders, please outside. im not gonna carry this convo any longer because this is so fucking stupid that youre helping this nigga.

by ´ ཀ`) 　︵ ͜‎ ‎ ‎ ♱; 1699527331; Report

*please go outside

by ´ ཀ`) 　︵ ͜‎ ‎ ‎ ♱; 1699527637; Report

*sense

by ´ ཀ`) 　︵ ͜‎ ‎ ‎ ♱; 1699532084; Report

@darlene ??? bro, it's admittedly undiagnosed, therefore it isn't right to walk around claiming to even have it until they are actually diagnosed. it's as simple as that. you can read all of the articles you want and shit, but it doesn't count or is anywhere near a real diagnosis from a real - life professional. It is also a grown adult. It could get a actual diagnosis if it really wanted to. Plus, anyone is allowed to have their say or opinion on anything. It's the internet, and it's openly putting out things for people to see . If you genuinely believe it's okay to tell everyone you have a disorder you aren't diagnosed with professionally without expecting different opinions from people, you need help. You think everyone is gonna keep their opinions to themselves or give a fuck what you call them on the internet???? Please be fr rn.

by Graves; 1699532708; Report

you probably aren't gonna see this due to going inactive but i really hope you know that nobody needed to know your personal information like that. Nobody asked im afraid

by isa; 1699545673; Report

you know what, no i'm not going to let some randos on the internet tell me what i do and do not have, I know what i have, I know i have DID, Why?? my doctor suspected it, my therapist suspected it, but "you said you can't get diagnosed therefore you shouldn't claim to have it" that's like saying someone who didnt get diagnosed with the flu and has the flu symptoms shouldn't claim to have the flu

not to mention i'm least likely to be seen by an actual mental health professional because fucking again, I'm born female and I'm black (Sourced from this site: https://www.hopkinsmedicine.org/health/wellness-and-prevention/mental-health-among-african-american-women#:~:text=And%2C%20compared%20to%20their%20Caucasian,seeking%20care%20from%20psychiatric%20providers.) it says right here "compared to their Caucasian counterparts, African American women are only half as likely to seek help. Access to mental health care with cultural sensitivity is often listed as a consideration for minority women seeking care from psychiatric providers." So if you're White and/or a Cisgender Man do not come fucking talking to me about how "easy it is" to get a diagnosis so you all can literally shut the fuck up thank you.

by ♡✧ Rose ✧♡; 1699546259; Report

You don’t have DID get off my page what did you not understand about DID fakers dni

by 🎀LYDIA🎀; 1699548425; Report

awww do you have proof of me not having DID *interacts with you cutely*

by ♡✧ Rose ✧♡; 1699548505; Report

Day um I pissed yall off, Yorkie and whoever tf you're obviously privileged

"The Dr said I have it but I can't get diagnosed yet "

"Then u don't have it faker wah wah waaahh!!!"

Dawgs I ain't even playing around when I say go OUTSIDE touch GRASS instead of deciding that your ass knows more about DID because "I have friends who have it" literally same shit as "I have black friends, im not racist!!!!!!"
You're all ignorant as shit, not every one has the ability to get diagnosed

by FXCK.VPP; 1699550597; Report

You guys are so hilarious, HAHAHHAHAAH. Nice of you to assume that me and yorkie white but no. We’re black. You wanna jump to conclusions? Jump into that damn doctors office. They are clearly an adult, they can go to a fucking doctor. Their parents aren’t taking them fucking hostage. You act like I’m “privileged” no I am not, I’m a minor and I don’t have the upper hand of getting diagnosed myself. And stop fucking sending articles from the web, not everything on the internet can give you real info. You really think we are gonna read those? We already know what DID is. @angel You’re fucking whining in you’re about me about how you’re getting bullied by something wrong you did. It’s funny how you got out of being inactive just to post another comment. Stop acting fucking sensitive.

by ´ ཀ`) 　︵ ͜‎ ‎ ‎ ♱; 1699552522; Report

@darlene OH MY GOD. THE WHITE AND CISGENDER THING IS SO OVERUSED. All I said was ' you shouldn't claim to have D.I.D. If you're undiagnosed' , and y'all are like ' OH MY GOD!! WHITE!!! CISSY!!! " LMAOOO. Anyway, I'm black and not privileged, and it's weird that y'all assume that all the time. It's the honest truth, so deal with it. Again, don't claim to have a disorder u aren't professionally diagnosed with. The only claim you have is that you're suspected to have it. But, that isn't a diagnosis. As well as any other disorder. Please stop linking articles to get ur point across as it makes you look like you don't have information from a real - life professional to give.

by Graves; 1699553228; Report

You clearly never paid attention in school because why would I NOT link articles to prove my point in an online platform LMFAO

by ♡✧ Rose ✧♡; 1699554051; Report

Aren't you supposed to be inactive.. what are you doing still going back and forth with them stop genuinely

by isa; 1699557030; Report

Because blocking me isn't going to change the fact that if you got so offended at something not directed to you under the assumption that YOU HAVE DID when this was directed at people who ***FAKE*** THE DISORDER, then something is obviously up. I'm not saying anything, im just saying its a bit strange you'd react like that if you really have it. You did not need to be so defensive if it wasnt targeted at you

by isa; 1699557517; Report

Bruv yall love to make shit up in your little heads huh? When did I call u white or cis tf I said it's giving the energy of "I'm better than u and I have black friends so no racist" not saying yall were white it was a comparison

1st of all being a minor on the internet acting all big isn't silly cool or shit you look stupid asf

No matter what you say MULTIPLE PROFESSIONALS have said "you most likely have it, therefore we can begin treatment related to it but the diagnosis isn't available "

You're acting privileged. They go to professionals and no whiny ass kid like you is smarter than a damn professional

You're wrong , so you made shit up about what I said and It's sad and pathetic all of u are.

by FXCK.VPP; 1699559445; Report

Yall got some fucking brainrot, writing out a whole novel in the reply section

by Lillllllllllllllllllllith; 1699621870; Report

@bella there were some people I'm friends w making angry bulletins abt it too

by Graves; 1699625153; Report

oliver is a very common name so it makes sense why an altar would have generic names

by scenemo.mess666; 1699563402; Report

Maybe its cause I don't like in 1400's Britain but I've literally never met anyone named Oliver in real life.

by Lillllllllllllllllllllith; 1699621771; Report

I would respond but I’m not entirely sure what you just said

by 🎀LYDIA🎀; 1699221613; Report

*My apologies, )(ere is a translation:
*I really don't think u get to have a say on what is and isn't faking a disorder unless u r a professional psychologist/are doing professional psychological research or u urself has said disorder. 38(

by GlubbyGuppiez; 1699236655; Report

*🍬ぐでぐで 🦌, I don't t)(ink somet)(ing so serious counts as just an "opinion"

by GlubbyGuppiez; 1699236929; Report

It’s not my opinion on it I’m just saying don’t interact with my page if you’re faking a disorder 🤷‍♀️

by 🎀LYDIA🎀; 1699243751; Report

blawg speaking in morse code

by RIO; 1699400022; Report

*spit, I literally )(ave a translation if u need one. Quit being a w)(only little bitc)(. Get off t)(e internet, drink from your bottle, baby.

by GlubbyGuppiez; 1699401588; Report

*Okay, damn... Translation: spit, I literally have a translation if u need one. Quit being a whiney little bitch. Get off the internet, drink from your bottle, baby.

by GlubbyGuppiez; 1699403165; Report

*Not offended, just annoyed. If I were actually offended I would be a lot more pissy or I would've simply blocked.

by GlubbyGuppiez; 1699410995; Report

Get the fuck off my page

by 🎀LYDIA🎀; 1699413490; Report

*Block me, pussy.

by GlubbyGuppiez; 1699450976; Report

Okay

by 🎀LYDIA🎀; 1699466489; Report

Thats a very over the top reaction for someone coming at your typing quirk like.. you do know people can't read that right jesus

by isa; 1699488721; Report