[🎶⚠️] school is very stressful :(

it's 4 am and i have a math exam in a few hours.

i only studied 2 out of 6 lessons.

i tried staying up all night to study, but i quickly ran out of energy...

i had a math project due yesterday, too, but my teacher is nice to where she doesn't deduct points if we submit late, but she also has a deadline, so i have until friday until she starts giving the late submissions minus points.

(we have to make a "book"/presentation on 2 lessons minimum. i just finished one yesterday. i didn't make any progress on the 2nd one yet.)

i have another video project due by the end of the month, and at the end of the week on saturday, i have 2 filipino essays(?) due, too. and... they're doing the thing where they ask us to make a video of us doing a talent of ours for a UN celebration party. why are we flexing our talents during a UN celebration party...?

okay i'm done complaining/explaining.

my mental state is deteriorating by the second, i've just been doing  nothing since 2 am because i can't sleep. i'm supposed to be up by 6 am...

and then i have to rush review/study my math lessons...oh god i just remembered theres the values exam before that........

and then the filipino essays....might as well use google translate......

and the ap video project...........im making a lighthearted/joke/satire one, i hope maam doesnt give me minus grades.......

ouuu and theres my interests that i need to stuff my face in like its crack so i can keep on functioning............ ohhh wxs... huehuehuee... (88 stars and churirura kept on playing in my head on loop while studying) (i was reading past wxs event stories just a few minutes ago) (im thinking about participating in polyshowweek but very very late)

huehuehue... school is kicking me in the ass and its shoving its foot so far up i cant tell if im seeing heaven or hell over here

thank u for reading my rant... im so sleepy, im eating cookies while typing this, also i think im a futaba fictionkin...

- charlie