vent

im losing my mind I don't know what to do I just wanna be happy and live something I enjoy maybe it will change when I will have my own horse but for now im suffering I ma only here becomes I don't want my friends and mom to suffer from me leaving them and I just wanna understand the true of living the best life 

am I just broken ? 

im going on therapies 

maybe its school? I wanna quit school but my mom wants me to continue maybe if this will continue ill end up in the mental hospital again and I don't wanna disappoint everyone again 

if you want to text me or something you don't have to ill be listing to some songs and think about life maybe hit the Zaza so I will feel happy :/