BAND!!!!!!

OKay so first i actually hate my fucking band or like not the people in it just like marching season because it so stressful and makes me want to actually kill myself because like we have two more comps left and today was our last practice of this week and we have a football game tomarrow where we preform our feild show before our comp on saturday and we made some sets and changes to the show that our guard insturvtor made and instaed of actually liking it she just says "i think thats good enough" then get mad at us an our band director wasnt there today and he will probably yell at us tommorow even tho he wasnt at practice today and when we fucking flop on saturday its gonna be our fault whne in reality its not its the useless adults that think that they dont have to do their job and dont get me started on about how half our band cant play thei intrument we only have like 6 actaully good band members who know wht their doing and its nt like they cant play they just dont. Plus my band director is actually balls like bitch die already he doesnt know what he is doing and then says he is putting more work in then us when actually the only wokr he is putting in is sleeping with a man while he is married to his wife like stfu you faggot bitch and like i just hate being in and when the adylts think they just know what they are talking about and the fucking bitch that doesnt do what she is told like girl if we keep yalling feet work JUST DO IT its really not hard also whats so hard about wokirng on feet wok while the rest of us are woking on a part we need to work on just work by yourself you know the part do it stop staring at us and not doing what your told idgaf ;uawrbhjvehjbgesfevhbdsfiubvqeurkfbvejqkrhbvj.ehvj shcandafhjbver HATE IT HERE i might just quit next year because it actually aint worth the tears and time that we put into our feid show just to be told we are trash amd we looked bad when its only 1 or 2 peple who make us look bad they really need to start caling people out because like me and our captain and the other memever of our guard look good and stay togther then that other hoe comes in then meesses up the whole thing but instaed of calling her out on it the entire guard gets yelled at.