ive decided to stop drawing

i've decided to stop drawing. it has hurt me over and over and it's going to hurt me again if i continue. i can't take it anymore. this mesh of voices inside me, coming from family to friends, keep telling me that i suck, and that my brother or my best friend is better. from now on i will only be writing stories, and if i ever do want some sort of release with art, i will only touch watercolor. that's it. nothing less and nothing more. this is my final goodbye to drawing. i will miss you—i love you, but you don't love me. so i will do what i do best and give up.