...

i have a bf

i have a bf

i have a bf

yet

i still have crushes

just small little things 

mostly 

i have dreams

abt C

and J

and recently A

sometimes L

not really anymore tho

L used to be a big factor in my dreams 

C and J are the biggest ones 

i feel like shit

i shouldn't have these thoughts abt other ppl

but i do 

I'm sorry ty

i love you

so much