been thinking about women lately <3 ...

hi world!   

i've been recently pondering my relationship with women as a whole..... why are girls so cool.  i'm so serious this is something that is weighing on my soul. why are women so amazing. for the first time in over a decade of me knowing i have loved women in a romantic way, i am becoming more comfortable with womanhood and my place in it and more comfortable around other women in general. i'm always really scared of other girls because i think they're so smart and funny but i'm starting to realize that i can also be smart and funny... if i try pretty hard. 

i love when girls have ugly laughs, i love when girls have big bellies, i love when girls make people look stupid, i love when girls grow their hair super long, i love when girls shave their hair off, i love when girls have weird teeth, i love when girls sing, i love when girls write music, i love when girls make art, i love when girls enjoy art, i love when girls analyze literally the most minute minuscule thought or idea with other girls and they talk about the smallest topic for an hour, i love when girls delude themselves, i love when girls know what other people are thinking, i love when girls know what i'm thinking, i love when girls do literally anything I LOVE WOMEN 

thank you that is all for now. i have no life updates i'm just floating by currently. it's fall and i'm starting to really appreciate fall for the first time in my life. i'm very content. i feel lucky most days  hope whoever reads this can feel similarly. it's 1:30am and my gf is trying to sleep and i have important work to do tonight (maladaptive daydreaming myself to sleep) goodnight!!!!!