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Hi hiii, i hope you guys are well, im not sure if people really even read these, they dont matter but its nice to have someone notice you time to time you know? anyways i have joined track last wednesday. today we ran the 400 two times. i was exhausted and felt like i legit couldnt breathe. but thats probably because i had a compressor on and i have asthma. atleast some people talked to me. more people notice me than i think tbh. whenever someone compliments me randomly off topic, i dont know how to respond. whether its about my outfit or hair, it still shocks me that people pay attention to me enough to notice it. i definitely have more people to hang out and talk to than last year and the beginning of  this year. the beginning of this year was trash, i was alone most of the time. i feel a bit left out with the whole romance thing, my friends either have talking stages or real flirting with boys or just boyfriends while im here not even knowing if i have a genuine crush on someone. maybe its because i like girls and its a bit harder to find relationships with that. or maybe also because im young so i dont stress too much. i dont feel like my feelings are valid often since im sensitive and dramatic but i have some points. anyways enough about that, i think my social circle is getting better, slowly but surely. i hope you guys have a good day or night wherever you are. :)