Gender sucks

I have been so confused about my gender identity lately

I'm okay with being female I guess, but if I were born a boy I would stay cis tbh.. 

Imagine being a guy with long beautiful hair that can express himself in any way he wants. Having masculine features, while also being a bit feminine. Makes me want to cry of jealousy lol

Anyway I'm probably just gonna stay a girl since I'll have even less rights if I'd identify as trans

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