♡ 10/16 (random updates)

oh my GOD i was out for like... 6 hours today! which i'm not upset about, i'm mainly shocked cuz it felt like way less?? i woke up at like 8 so i could go to a dermatology appointment, which nothing much happened i just got ordered more stuff for my skin. I went home for like 40 minutes and went out AGAIN to go shopping w/ my mom, grandma, and dad. I think we went to publix? im not entirely sure... today and yesterday are kinda blurred together. (For those of you who dont live in the south publix is just a grocery store and southerners LOVE it). 

I finally convinced my mom to take me to daily dose which is a like coffee and tea house, i got hong kong milk tea and what they call "Yuzu Dream", its matcha and yuzu mixed together (im drinking it rn while writing lol) i was however unable to convince my mom to get me a newjeans album... but its okay! im sure theyll stay in stores for a while. I hope.

we went to walmart and i was there for what felt like FOREVER but i did get a new blanket, one of those sunset lamps, pokemon boxers, and altoids so i can make an altoid wallet! theyre so cute ugh, i love them. My grandma buys me a lot of things and sometimes i feel bad, like im taking advantage even though shes the one offering... its complicated.

i think the worst part of today was going onto last.fm and seeing that the miss daytona collection was taken down 10 DAYS AGO. I really shouldve gone through everything sooner... this is what i get for procrastinating. I got so desperate that i started downloading full uploaded audios from tiktok... and the quality was horrible. Though, after going through multiple reddit threads i did see a tumblr link for a google drive with everything on it, so now i have 200+ lana songs plus some lizzy grant (hooray!) del reys legal team rlly needs to back off...

tomorrow i start the second quarter of school and im pretty sure i got a C in my art class.... tbf i didnt wanna take it but i also didnt wanna do pe or choir so whatever! on the topic of school, im in a vet assist academy! basically after i do all 4 years ill be able to go directly into the field rather than having to do like college, but ill need to go to college anyways cuz i wanna be an ornithologist... and i am so scared of not being in school. Like, what do i even do?? idk, its just rlly scary to me.