10/16/23

First off, my apologies if I wasn't involved in Spacehey due to difficult times and issues.

I was busy caregiving dad. He's elderly with dementia. It was hard to deal with his fall but he recovered. I didn't mind caregive him, I don't know how long but it's hard to find balance to caregive, look for jobs and looking care of myself. It doesn't help that half-brother threw his stress and devastation at me. I try my best to help. I'm not perfect, I'm not a robot nor superhero. 

Yesterday I was filled with depression but now today I feel better which that's weird. It's either I needed sleep or reach out to talk to someone. I questioned if I'm being punished, it's hard to tell. 

May God heal the devastation we're currently going through and help us face another day.