college, the internet. 10/15/23

wow! lots has happened! things are getting crazy up in here! i'm moving after.3 years!!!!! that's so. wowww. it's taking a huge toll on my mental health for some reason. not doing so hot over here. i always get so fucked up when change occurs in any capacity. i dont know whats going on there.

aaand. graduated highschool. in college. uhmm. pretty crazy stuff. majoring in english rn but i might change my major honestly lOL. not sure what i want to do with my life?? at all?? pretty freaky right. hate thinking about that existential stuff!!! let me just have fun and live whimsically!!

onto social media? been feeling like a husk about it. took a break for a bit, only a few days, and it was pretty nice. less dependency the better. but now returning to it, it just reminds me of how much i hated it in the first place. i want to get to a neutral ground with it, where i can use it not because i need to use it, but rather as a tool. to communicate, to have fun. not all of this drama bullshit that's going on, yk? i don't know. world's tough. 

nospace is absolute dogshit right now, honestly. had a lot of "fun" with it the first night i downloaded it (i always spend an unnecessary amount of time on a new social media app i find, which is a big problem!!), but now its growing a bit old. also knowing that the creator was some nftbro? eh. not a good look. idc how long ago that was, lol.

but, hey, if anyone is interested, my username is kenickie on there. it's a grease reference.

anyway! just tired! it's 11 pm right now. stuck in a hotel for 4 more days. all there is to watch is the office in the evening. i have a shit ton of homework & coursework but i just can't bring myself to do it right now. you know the deal.

peace