friends

im feelin v conflicted abt one of my friends rn. she's cool n really sweet. i love hangin out w her but recently she's been flaking on plans n saying kinda weird stuff to me n drinking a looot. i don't rlly have a problem w her drinking but she's 16 and goes thru alc like crazy n tells me abt how much she's drinking all the time knowing i find drinking to be an uncomfortable subject. her bday is comin up and im supposed to go w her n some friends to an airbnb for the wknd to celebrate but im ngl i kinda dont wanna go anymore. i'll still give her the gift n whatever but i just dont think i wanna go bc ik they're all gonna drink (again no judgement just uncomfy for me). but i also don't wanna be a selfish asshole