Saying 'smell ya later' to the HR manager is out of the box thinking, so it will definitely help you move the hierarchy in some way.

October 15, 2023 - 23:54; it's Sunday.

I got criticized today, for the second day in a row. It's funny how highly critical people are so sensitive when they themselves become the subject of criticism.

The weekend is almost done and I'm too thankfully done with my coworkers: can't stand those people more than two long days, but I must endure until December, at least. We need our Carta di Soggiorno (a long-term residence permit with a validity of 5 years - those bastards! It used to be unlimited, until they shortened it to 10 years and after some time it became what it is now: a method for identification and psychological torture for extra-UE citizens).

Got picked up by mom, talked a bit, ate lunch (I don't even remember what because) then she just randomly spat some facts about my coping methods that are true, but honestly it felt totally unnecessary.

We argued, I finished my dish, rolled on the other side of my bed and slept throughout the day.

I dreamt one of my old classes from stupid liceo, then it switched to a different version of my father's village in Serbia where Tetka O. and I had to investigate a poltergeist haunting her "other" place. I think her dog, H., or our neighbour, Deda M., pointed out where the activities were more relevant. They were indeed, and as we approached them, the ghost somewhat transported me into an orgy (yep) where things were kinda clumsy at best and the people involved were clearly Italian.
Sometimes it felt like I was watching it live, sometimes like I was the one recording it, and sometimes I felt horrified scrolling it through an obscure (obscure.) website (???).

I don't know what to think about it, except for some parts I do: the poltergeist thing, of course. It was cool, and I got to wear my new shiny yellow rain boots. A (real) treasured gift of my father a few days ago.
I felt like a true paranormal agent, lol.

I suddenly woke up feeling dizzy and then realized I got my period. I felt some relief, but it's still crap because I hate the cramps, the cold, the blood and everything else that comes with it (and from it). Uh, except the offspring thing, ultimately. But it's still not a given, anyway.

I went to the bathroom, found my mom, and after that, she prepared a couple of small sandwiches for each of us and apologized.

I'm happy about that, but I still feel like a failure because everything she said before is still true.

October 16, 2023 - 00:48; it's now Monday.

I noticed that my English skills are so basic that I feel more comfortable describing rather then rambling about my feelings and thoughts, like I am used to when I'm writing in Italian.

I would prefer some middle ground in both.

Also, for checking all of this, I used both ChatGPT and Grammarly. Only this time I tried to stay true to my stream of consciousness.

Well well well well, it's enough I think.

Smell ya.

♠ Toya

N.B.: Nope, the title has nothing to do with the post. My favorite anime is Sorachi's Gintama.
That's all.