Living with Psychosis

Certain music gives me visions that take over my entire sight. I don't know why this happens but I've dealt with it my entire life. I have other hallucinations that aren't triggered by anything in particular but those ones with music happen every single day that I listen to music (which is daily). 

It's really addictive, listening to music and creating my world. I think I both dissociate AND hallucinate at the same time. I just escape that way. I've never met anyone that could relate to this. 

idk i might come back to this later i just needed to tell some ppl lol