1:50 am. The time of thinking.

Why am I here when no one in this universe even acknowledges me? Was I supposed to exist? Was my existence a mere mistake? Is that why mostly everyone I meet is rude to me? Were the people who are nice to me supposed to? Were they ordered or were just teasing me with kindness? Am I the one whose the problem? Did I cause all these things to fall apart? Was it me and my accident, mistake self? I cause this. I brought all my friends and family pain and suffering. I’m sorry. Please forgive me. Especially to my family and Cosmo, and Akel. I’m sorry.