I hat3 3verything

 I’m so unmotivated. School makes me feel like shit. I never gain want to get up in the morning, but nor do I want to just sit. I want to feel better. I want to feel something. I have art block. I am ready to quit. I want snow to fall on the ground and I want the air to be clean. I want exotic animals to live. I want the earth to survive. I hate everything. I hate humans. I hate anxiety. I hate depression. I hate my ADHD. I hate this pandemic. I hate having to peoples stupid opinions on wearing masks. I try to think of the things that make me happier. I love animal crossing. I love Minecraft. I love cooking. I love my love for animals and wanting to achieve my dream of working with them for the rest of my life. I love wanting to cosplay and I’m going to achieve that soon after my birthday. I love Sanrio characters. I love Japanese snacks and drinks. I love my dogs and cats. I love my gecko, frogs, and snails. I love making jewelry out of recycled plastic. I love my friends and I miss them every day. I try to think about what I love and how it’s all impacted my life  somehow.