Stuck-rant

I'm still bored and disengaged in my paycheck-job. Why I'm still there? Well, I don't know what else to do actually. I dont' know what steps to take or what direction to go. I've applied for jobs I don't give a shit about, have zero ambitions to "make a career", don't give a shit about sales or creating business.  I don't care about "supporting" shop-owners, sports-clubs or politics. 

My creative writing-brain is blocked, I can spend hours just staring at the screen not being able to cough up one single word to continue my novel. When I draw, i draw the same thing over and over, like I'm stuck in a loop of flat-lined brain-rot. 

Yes, I'm aware this is all due to many factors that have happen throughout my life.And I know is mental-emotional fatigue as well as that this too, shall pass. 

Well, anyhow, this was a "stuck-rant", my reminder of reminding myself to let things take time.