kinlist... heavy sighs

heya! just some heads up, idrc if you wanna see me as these characters or the otherwise (heck if you wanna separate them from me), but do note that i'm extremely delusional about them. i would not call myself an "irl", however. though i did say "i am them", just a note! (this blog also includes the reasons why i kin them in the first place!) ALSO i used he/they(/it/xe) on these characters, regardless of if it's their canon pronouns on the media or not. this is also kinda like, personal character-analysis of mine so. yeah. please bare with me cause i've never done this shit before lmao

ALSO doubles/sourcemates feel free to interact with all your might, i don't mind at all! we can go all crazy together ^v^

starting off with...

the avatar of sloth, belphegor! (from obey me!)

most relatable character in the entire game, tbh (alongside levi) but! the way he tried coping with his trauma from lilith's death is so. me. we both have an extremely bad trust issues with other people, and we both despises lucifer. (i'm dead serious. i can't stand his overall vibe.) and we're both lazy assholes, we could sleep for a week straight and would still yawn loudly like a cow. (pun intended, haha!) the only thing that we don't have in common is that regardless of him sleeping in class or not, he would still get straight A+s on his report card. while i'm not. i'm a total dumbass who can't do math almost at all (it sucks!)

next up! we have...

world's future star, tenma tsukasa! (from project sekai)

who doesn't kin this man, you wonder? i met literally so many tsukasa kinnies who, yet, have almost the same reasons why they'd kin this guy in the first place. he's just that relatable. moving on! i'm the oldest child in my family, just like him. so that's a bonus, i guess. we're both feeling like we're the best, literally everyone in the world loves us, we're everyone's friend, even! though deep down we both know we're the worst of all. we wanted the best yet also destroying ourselves inside. aand we're both so. fucking. loud. and that's understandable. (aside from us both liking another idiot named rui kamishiro, that is.)

for the third one, it's...

oogami koga-sama! (from enstars)

i'm telling you bro this guy is ME. AND I AM HIM. WE HAVE SO MUCH THINGS IN COMMON IT'S FUCKING CRAZYYYY ahem sorry. i'm just. so delusional about this guy. holy shit. anyway! aside from both of us going absolute crazy over a tan sweetheart bi himbo named adonis otogari (i shipped them to death), like i said earlier, we looked very much alike. like long-lost twins, y'know? now, where do i start... we both loves dogs a lot, except i don't have one (i love cute animals in general, actually.) and uh... the way he keep (almost) everything to himself is just like me fr. and we both have short temper. and lets out everything all of the sudden at once, as we can't control ourselves. aand we both didn't know how to express our emotions/feelings properly, as we both not that good with words or whatsoever. also i kin him as a transneumascthing, which is basically me. (side note is that i swear i'm not a furry guys please believe me)

in the fourth place, let me see...

the one and only fischl von luftschloss narfidort! (from genshin) (yes i googled his name)

it's the Young Lord Himself! wow indeed! yet another relatable character out of everyone in the game. why, you might ask? simple. we're both very talkative. but not just that! we're also quite delusional, and the fact that His Highness also get dragged in the 2.8's Golden Apple Archipelago event, we get even more lore from His Majesty Himself. before obtaining his exclusive outfit called "Ein Immernachtstraum" (again, googled that one out) we get to see His Excellency's personal doubts and problems deep within Himself, and that he have two "sides" of His Honour inside of him. and that is very me. and like i mentioned earlier on tsukasa's section, My Lord Himself also thinks he's the best out of everyone, but deep down he know he just make those up, and that he's a no one (just like me fr). and everyone thinks we're both weird and crazy! although i take that as a compliment, cause we both know we are weird.

the next one is...

KAITO-nii-san! (from vocaloid)

the malewife. this is quite silly since he doesn't have a canon personality on the vocaloid media (or did he?) but i often sees prople projecting him as "malewife" or "babygirl" so. yeah. the dad/big bro figure ever. (points at myself says the one who have dad issues LMAO) amazing indeed. i don't have a father figure so i tried becoming one myself (and failed miserably like the guyfailure i am pfft) #livelaughkaito <3

last, but never least!

monoma neito himself! (from mha/bnha) (i never supported its anime, nor its fandom.)

sighs... yet another overly cocky character, huh? guess i do have a type, after all. anywho! it's the Phantom Thief himself, also known as "Copycat" or "that one weird guy who always mocks 1-A students and thinks his class is much better", you name it. wondering why i kin this weirdo? same. i have this toxic trait of mine that whenever i simp for a fictional character i always think i am them, regardless for whatever reason it was. and neito is one of this cases. though i have found out why i think neito and i are looked like, like twins even. one, he's overly cocky, and half of the characters that i listed here (3 out of 6) are also cocky. or at least have high self-esteem, but deep down they knew they're a no one but a pathetic loser. so they might thought "how do i make anyone remember me?" and then boom, here they are, showing the world that they're the most amazing person in the entire world, even if they think that's not quite true, but whatever. they'd do anything to make anyone remember their pathetic ass, even if that meant having to sacrifice their true self away and replace it with this cocky demeanor. for neito's case, replacing his true self with his asshole, arrogant, overly cocky and annoying persona. you think it's just that? nope. there's more. and i could go on all day. this man deserved more attention. second, both of his nicknames "Copycat" and "Phantom Thief" also suits us well. reason why is that i also adapt (or mirror/copy) someone's personality when talking to them, to match their energy as well (unless they stated otherwise, that is). as for the "Phantom Thief" one, i stole my favorite characters' personalities in order to cope with my traumas, whichever kinds they were. identity crisis LET'S GOOOOOOO!??!??!?! i don't feel like being myself most of the time, so why the bother, right? exactly. (as if i have a personality in the first place LMAO) remember how neito always said "those who have quirks are the main characters, and those who don't are the npcs"? neito has a quirk, which is what i just said earlier: Copycat. he copy other people's quirks. but, without anyone's quirks, what would he be? a no one. hence why he most likely thought he's just an npc as well, even though he does have a quirk. but unfortunately it relies on anyone else's quirks, so without them, it's useless, he thought. and we both can't shut the fuck up even for once, haha! oh, not to mention i heard this guy is a theater kid, so he's probably good at roleplaying (just like me!!!)

based off of my sources rentry! will add more info/characters later (if i'm not lazy), these 6 are just those whom i feel like having the strongest emotional connection/bounds with (or i'm just delusional lmao).