life update - friends

so as i stated in my previous post, today i shall talk about my new classmates !!

(also, on another note, thank god i stopped writing last night so i could do my english homework. i had to write "an informal letter" and apparently the homework is for a grade....i forgor to note this down - however i hope i'll get a good grade since the letter was pretty ok)

okk backk to da classmates. on the first day of school, i befriended this girl Beatrice. she was super awkward like me (and we also have the german class 2gheter). then, another girl 'Ruxi' gave me her instagram - how cute !! 

on the second day of school i made the one and only mistake that i regret so so so so SOOOO MUCHHH. i took the 3rd (i think) seat from the middle row. basically i was in the middle of the class. tbh i think this is the best seat you can have but lets not get in too much detail. 

anyways, a girl entered the class a bit later than most of us. AND SHE IS GEORGEOUS!! she literally looks like emma roberts. and she has an AMAZING FASHION SENSE!!!! so where was my mistake? i didnt ask her to sit with me, that was the mistake. things would have been amazing if i had asked her but nooo im stupiddd im shyyyy bruhhhhh...... so the Beatrice girl from the day before sat with me (this action will have consequences hihihi hahahah bad ones....) 

remember how i said beatrice was awkward? well she isnt truly like me - im only awkward when we meet, yknow like the first impression is bad but later im super talkative n all. but no, beatrice is just awkward. like even now, ONE MOTNH LATER, she is still like this. yknow how some ppl r insecure ab the way they talk/smile so they put their hand over their mouth? im kinda one of them and i sometimes do that too,, but when i talk i try to speak loud enough for everyone to hear me and i obvi put my hand away. this isnt the case for beatrice. she ALWAYS puts her hand on her mouth and talks rlly quietly...i just can have a conversation with her. i tried to avoid her (how stupid since we literally sit next to each other) but in the end i decided to give her a chance so i became friendlier. i would be like "hiiiii how are uuu? whats uppp:333?" but nothing. like yeah she talks to me but its just awkward over and over and over and over and over and over AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN. 

at least she was nice enough to give me the lessons while i was home sick (i really appreciated that !!). but thats kinda it. tbh i doubt we'll get closer but who knows maybe in a year or so, we'll be bffs lol. but i kinda hope that wont happen. like i want a cool friend group, not "oh heyy, im hanging out with da ugly nerds ahaha im the only one serving here pls send help lolzzz" like how i was in middle school yknow? what im saying is that i obvi deserve friends with the same interests as me. 

anyways, still on the second day, we had a quick test at geography.... after that, the girl who looks like emma roberts turned to us and started talking ab the test and all. her name is Bianca btw. i'd say we quickly became friends. then, behind us there was Ruxi (the girl with the instagram!) and another girl Andra. we started talking about movies, tv shows, songs, school and moreee and after school we even went to a pastry shop 2gether! 

yeah so this was the second day. now im gonna write about some classmates:

1. japanese dude - when i heard we were gonna have a japanese guy in the class, i kinda expected someone idk...cool? like bro ur from another continent and ur from one of the most beautiful countries in the world that has a very interesting culture, super good food and AMAZING FASHION STYLESS....but no. he doesnt talk to anyone - i guess he is shy? but like everyone tried to have a conversation with him (me included) yet nothing came out of it.

2. the loud girls from the left row - from the name, they are loud but like super nice and funny and sweet. they dont exactly have the same humor as me but i still very much enjoy their company

3. the wannabe popular girls - they are absolutely embarrassing jesus christ. one of them didnt even want to get in this school... they talk loud (in a different manner than those i just mentioned on number two) and they try to make jokes but like..... no one likes them...i hope/think.. i mean sure, nobody tells them to stfu because we are all trying to be nice, after all it's only been a month. but i hate them sm. we are going to have a freshman (?) party and there has been a google forum to vote on what artist (out of 5) we want at that party. from those 5 i only know like 2 (both some kind of rappers i think) and the rest were trappers. i HATE trap with my entire heart, like romanian trap is an absolute piece of shit. anyways, one of the girls from this group starts yelling: "guysssss, you literally HAVE to vote *inserts trapper name*, like FOR REALLL, haha hihi hoho, i-i-if you dont *snorts* i-i - i am gonna kick your ass haha hoho" ......bro...who tf are you...if i were her i would off myself of embarrassment..

4. the actual popular kids - they arent necessarily popular but they just give me that...vibe? energy? idk. they are just really pretty / beautiful like all of them, and they make funny jokes, they are creative and smart and kind, they also made a tiktok account for our class!

5. ukrainian girl - she is sooooo prettyyyyyy !!!! she only speaks english obvi but she loves talking with everyone and she likes to draw and things like that. i tried making up a plan to befriend her and finally it worked!!!!!! i had a badge from comic con with that one angry troll face and put it on my pencil case. today in english class, she said its really cute and, to continue the conversation, i told her i love the way she dresses and asked for her instagram. i was internally like "YASSS BRO I DID IT" 

i honestly feel like an incel who cant get a girlfriend and that has never touched a woman in his whole life. but hey at least i gained another friend lets gooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

there are another two people i havent talked about but i'll make a separate post for that,, see u thennnn