Found out my hallway crush has a girlfriend (TRAGIC) (NOT CLICKBAIT!)

So these past few weeks I noticed this guy in the school hallways that I think is cute. He's tall, blonde, and has a grungy style. I think he has a nose piercing too but I can't remember. I looked at our school yearbook from last year today and figured out his name. I'll just call him A. A is one grade above me (senior) and that's all I really know about him. I found his Instagram through the school's account. He has no post so I looked at the post he's been tagged in. And one of the posts is of him and his friends during homecoming. In one of these pictures, he has his arms around this girl, who I can only assume is his girlfriend. So in conclusion I have no chance. Every time I have a crush it goes bad and they never like me. I've gotten more comfortable with the idea of being single though so at least it doesn't hurt as much as usual. I mean I didn't like like this guy, it was just a hallway crush but still. I mean my last crush was a hallway crush too but I consider him like an actual crush crush more. Out of all the crushes I've had he was honesty the best. Which doesn't mean much since we barely even interacted. I didn't say it was a good crush...just better than all the other ones. I wanna say more but I don't like oversharing online ^_^. I'll save all my other thoughts for my diary. 

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