Being feminine while enby :p

Expressing Myself 

I genuinely find it hard, as a non binary person to actually express myself. Ive been NB for about three years now and I thought that I FINALLY found out who I was. But when I look at myself all I see is a woman even though I dont feel like one. It’s hard because I do love being feminine and wearing make up; dressing up in skirts. But the constant purposeful mis gendering and dead naming hurts. When I first came out as non binary, I dressed pretty masculine and barely wore any makeup but now that I do, people think it’s okay to do these things. I have no clue what to do.