Things are so so weird

 I think I am losing it right now. I feel perpetually sick, and near constantly upset. I want to just dissolve into someone else and just cease to be for a little. I wanna just be [BLANK]'s partner, not a person anymore. I'm so tired and just drained. I have a psat test tomorrow and a math test, I hate school right now. I can't stand it anymore, I want to just drop out but my mom would be mad.

 Kinda wanna drop dead, but I suppose that is a normal teenage thing. Perhaps wanting to drown in another person isn't though. Who cares

Painfully abrupt ending time!

Wooo!!!