any answers? :(

i will never have a loving family, i will never know what it's like to have the regular experience

i missed out on all the developmental milestones, i will never go to a dance, i will never go to prom, i will never have a tightknit friend group, i will never have parents that i can talk to about my day or to tell my problems too. i don't have any talents, im not too good at much, 

i don't feel anything when i make progress, and i don't have the energy and or the mental capacity to make my own way

recently i've become more and more anxious 

i don't know what to do, i hope ill feel better soon