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hi pookies...uhhh college is becoming a lot overwhelming for me. i got my interim grades and they were shit. my first instinct was to plan my unaliving thing because gosh it's horrible. i'm pretty sure my boyfriend is sick of me because when i ranted to him this time he wasn't as supportive as usual and just made my anxiety spike up to a horrifying amount. anyways fall break starts on Friday. Tomorrow is Wednesday. And I'm going to wake up at 7am to talk to my professors and hopefully get them to help me with my assignments and overall managing my time and work load better. I have adhd so usually whenever class is over or sometimes in the middle of class, i'll just forget my work and not do it anymore. but hopefully tomorrow some of my professors help me find a better way to manage all of that.

p.s. my grades were so horrible that they recommended i change my major 😭

ok that's all. yet again sorry for being ia. stuff happens and even when i want to blog i feel like i shouldn't be.