øffensive cømments and intrusive thøughts (feat. yesterday)

there's really nøt much tø say abøut yesterday. øne øf the english teachers tøld fid and i a støry that happened tø him øn friday. that was the møst fun part øf the day.

with the new hair i already gøt cømpared tø a thøusand different peøple real ør nøt.

here's a few: 

- Levi Ackerman

- Hitler??? Søme year 9 kid said "Yøu remind me øf hitler" when i was passing by

- My classmate's sister frøm a løwer grade just had an utterly shøcked face and she slapped her friend and pøinted at me

- Dmitri Matveev, a dude frøm a russian tv shøw. hes weird and has a løt øf 9 year øld fangirls

thats it. the rest øf peøple either laughed ør called me emø, høwever i am emø løl.

i alsø had a løt øf intrusive thøughts tøday, made me feel sørta empty (i always feel empty, but these recent days the emptiness intensified)

and the wørst part is im currently høme aløne which makes everything wørse

the ønly thing keeping me sane is twenty øne piløts help

alsø i just came høme frøm walking my døg. it was nice cuz i listened to tøp

shes nøw peacefully sleeping øn my bed while im døing hømewørk and listening tø tøp

sømetimes i wønder if gød exists. althøugh i dønt think he døes

øk i gøt weirdly sentimental and religiøus, i dønt need that in my bløg pøsts

i alsø need tø get a bløg layøut fr