taking stock for my energy's sake.

Man I have been so busy lately.

Like some of it has been SUCH GOOD busy and i wouldn't change it at all. but god how is it that even though I have all this free time I still feel so exhausted and like I'm way too busy anyway?

it's like.

last thursday: visit relatives

last friday: visit relatives

last saturday: visit relatives

yesterday: hang out with a friend from out of town + have a fucking nightmare conversation with my mother

tomorrow: DENTIST...

tuesday: therapy + taking my car to the vet

wednesday: take partner to appointment

thursday: travel for a funeral?

friday: funeral

saturday: travel day. MAYBE? eclipse?

sunday: free day please for the love of all that is holy.

monday: also maybe free

tuesday: ANOTHER appointment. anyway it never ends folks.

I don't even really want to go to the funeral but I can't really shake the sense of familial obligation. lays down.

And just to add to this: have you ever had to tell