awkward

i think one of my friends is kinda awkward, like, she's not a bad friend or smth yk? but it's just that- i'm now discovering more of her from some other friends that are/were very close to her and like, it's just TOO MUCH to process.

our friend group is already separated because of stuff (even though we are getting closer, it's still not together like before) and i'm really worried it's going to get worse. i dont want to lose my friends & everything

and like- another friend of mine is already being quite of awkward since it feels like she is quite copying me with stuff, even though i told my other friends (the other group, not mine, but i get along with them reaaallyyy well) but idrk what to think nor feel so idk x(

but i think they are right, she just wants to get along more close to us, right? it's not because she lost her friend who was sitting with her.. yeah, it's that ig